Always fix your FUMBLES when they happen and never give up.

Natassia A.

captures light~hits balls~contacts eyes

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My French class is driving me wild! So far, I like everything about it. Learning a new language is in itself already a challenge for my tongue abnormality :))

Part of the class is to make a blog (of course, written in French and with task assignments) which put me into the blogging mode. It has been a long time since my last post here and I think it helps that I write my thoughts. A lot of things have been going on which I sometimes overestimate or under appreciate.

I would like to start about the past few days which led me to be “weak” and “evil”. I believe that in times like this, when you are vulnerable, there will always be people who will try to attack you and see if you can fight back. 

Let us go back to my French class. …deleted post…… But, I am trying to cope up with it and hopefully I will do well on the first examination. (evil laugh)

Next, I do not know if it is because of the very hot weather or because I was physically idle during my summer day-off but I am so physically weak. I easily get tired! Oh well, I little warm-up and stretching every morning do some tricks. (let’s get physical!!!)

Look now, I am already tired of writing…..no more blogging mode. But if I would still continue this blog, these are the subjects I want to talk about HAHAHA:

Jabba amnesia

Joola for the champions

J…give me another J name so that everything would be J =)) non non malice

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Phew! so the games are cancelled…so now what?

I rejected two debut parties and belated a meeting. Well, at least now I can be on time for the meeting. But I can feel how sad it is to miss gatheringS with your friends

Hmmm….

just like how sad I am while dreaming.

It is a first experience to dream that I know I am just dreaming. Perhaps, I really know that I am just dreaming..that the images that I see are just impulses from my subconscious etc. I also had this feeling that I am flying. The hard part is that what I was seeing, hearing, and feeling is more pleasant than when I am awake. 

I am not sure what to do after this but most likely I will be taking this weekend seriously. 

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This New Year…

I promise….

No more….

Next year…

My New Year’s Resolution

#HowCome people wait until the New Year to change?

Having the Christmas holiday before New Year is supposedly a break from work. Part of the time would probably spent on how to spend the vacation but even the small time left to reflect is crucial in keeping up with one’s self. I myself seize this time of the year to really see what is happening in my life. And somehow I cope up with my shortcomings and transcend those that I have done well. The vacation time then becomes a transitory moment in the change I opt to practice. 

(unfinished work)

courting to be your best friend…wild

courting to be your best friend…wild

(via jellybeans42)

Source: scottzzzz

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I better make the most out of this break….

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Walang akong dahilan kung bakit

binigay ko iyong tubig ko kay kuya na nanghihingi ng tubig sa labas ng McDo…pag uwi ko wala akong tubig

kaya bumili ako.

‘pag bili, binigay ko iyong sukli sa batang nanglilimos…ay wala na akong pamasahe bukas

pero ayos lang.

series of events with a friend

ano naman kaya meron bukas?

always looking forward for “the tomorrow”. thank You!

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Ito na naman.

Tila umuulit ang nakaraan.

Nakaraang sadya namang binura sa isipan at damdamin dahil hindi naman talaga sarili.

…nakaraang tapos na.

Pagbibigyan ko ngayon ang sarili para sabihin NA ang mga pangyayari.

Iyon na nga ang nangyari.

…wala.

Sadyang hindi na babalikan ng sarili, tampok na lamang ito sa konsensya’t pagkawili.

Ngayon,ang pag-uulit…

Ang pag-ulit man ay may parehong tinatangi, iba ang mga pangyayari.

lahat hindi sinasabi…

Kailangan ba balikan ang nakaraan? pag-aralan? ano kaya?!

Hindi ganap ang pagpakilala…huwad nga ba?!

Kung ituring huwad, paano na lamang? pag-uulit na naman! 

Ang basangal

ilalaan na lamang sa karunungan,

maghihintay

at ibubuhos na lamang ang mga puwersa:

ng damdamin sa tambol

ng lakas sa puso.

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Eleksyong Pinoy

Eleksyon

Impressions (negative?)

Blame the masses? Or personal na pangangailangan

Presidents: Magsaysay, Marcos, Aquino, Ramos, Estrada, Arroyo (signatures)

  Good governance:

  1. Fairness/ Walang kinikilingan
  1. Transparency/ Walang tinatago

Examples:

San Fernando, Pampanga mayor

[changed ways in governance ]

Naga mayor: Jesse Robredo

-from private sector (management)

-i governance: all public transactions, biddings, etc.

-typhoon clean-up

Multi-awarded city

Marikina mayor: Maria Lourdes Fernando

One of the healthiest cities

-e governance

-good governance reflects on the satisfaction rates and how the government respond to needs

Ex. Market more clean and more produce

  1. Accountability/ Paninindigan

Check and balance to avoid corruption

Examples:

Island Garden City of Samal, Davao del Sur mayor: Rogelio Antalan

-4th career (priest, bank, ___,politician: working with the people)

No landline, but internet

Bulacan governor: Josefina Dela Cruz

-‘galing sa inyong buwis’ instead of ‘a project of _____’

-people should demand the highest service from the government

-good leader: important track record and platforms

Working together

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I’m so glad light

 na pag-uusap natin

but I hope

kalmado lang din tayo.

when we’re together.


(…which after a few days I don’t find brilliant anymore)